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the tide is high

yes, i feel much alive
i feel clean
i feel high
i feel bouncy
i feel that the tide is high!!
geez.. i hav new plans,new goals, new aims, new perspective, a brand new life!! :)
yayz, got lots of plan for this hols n i aim to fulfil most of them!!
first of all: I WILL FINISH MY TUTORIALS
secondly: I WILL PIA FOR MY BLOCK TEST
then the rest is for my enjoyment n char development haha.
yes, my shopping plan. gotta review my fashion n renew my cupboard. mayb get a haircut too.

shopping list--
no. 1: lizzie mcguire movie ost
the rest will be clothes.. skirt mayb n more blouses.... :D

wish list--
elder bro: but i got one already haha
elder sis: yes, now i want an elder sis too. niang go find one for me. to hav a sis to go shopping together n blah blah...

yes the tide is high!!!
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everytime

"Everytime"
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are weStrangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess
I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only wayI see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess
I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
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why

i dunno why im feeling tis way...... mayb im just tired.... or mayb im having one of my moodswings..... the tap cant stop flowing.... i can sense a silent storm raging....
helpless... i hate fallin into the valley again... i knew long ago tis wuld be my ending... and yet i let myself plunge into this valley....

the turning point of darkness is light, the turn of hatred is happiness, but i cant turn my feelings to make myself feel better..
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Sianz...

three days of eep week just gone liddat... i learnt nth, i did nth, i experienced nth... all wasted... im just like a log rotting at home... these 3 days just seem so long to pass.... cooped up at home all day long, did nth but slp n eat n slp n eat.... medicine made me feel drowsy all day n onli slping can help me pass time...
feel like a loser.... everyone must be enjoying themselves at the camp n all become "qualified leaders" and yet i experienced nth at all.... can onli try to imagine wat is going on at the camp.....cant even strike lottery la, yet can get rashes on the day of camp.... wat crap..... ahhhhhhargah..... @#%#&*@#@....
but at least tried to finish writing an autograph book today.... brought back lots of memories though.... really wish to meet up with my sec sch frens again n hav fun... a slpover might be fun!! or another ktv session ba... as long as i can get out of this hse n get some fresh air... SIANZZZZZZZZZ.............
ahhhh.... mayb i shuld fold more lucky stars in future like wat my mum says.... think im really down on luck.... need to go offer more incense or sth to the gods.....
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exhausted

exhausted.... fatigue... tired.... sleepy.... sian... moody... frustrated...

i just need a rest.... not a deserved rest though.... din even work hard enough for studies... dunno y my energy level had become so low and endurance had become so lousy.... right now im just looking forward to the fun coming up... i feel guilty though... for playing and not working... feel like scolding myself....


went back to scgs today, finally..... hav not went back for ages le.... the sch seems just as familiar to us, as if we had just went there yesterday... felt a warm and cosy feeling... just like my second home... the whole compound is just filled with precious memories of yesterday.... saw some teachers and i was very excited... but sad that i hav not seen all the teachers yet....
being in the sch is just like being in our own little world... there is where we grew, there is where we are nurtured to be women of character and relevance... with the mission of sincerity, courage, generosity and service... staying in there makes u feel protected from the struggles and complications of the outside world....
sad... that we hav to grow up and move on, had to move out of this comfort world and venture into the outside world.. i had began to see the struggles that i had to face in front of me...
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Settling

Carrying my backpack, i'm walking down this path, alone. Prepared to walk the distance, I'm in search of a place where i really belong to, somewhere down this road....


Somewhere down this road
i know someone's waiting.
Tears of dreams just cant be wrong!
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Finally home where i belong.
Well starting now, im learning fast
on this journey - - to the past


Found a place, a spot where i truly love. I unpacked my backpack and prepare to settle down. Someone came along.... No... it is just too crowded.... both of us cant share this spot.... Someone has to leave...



Am i real? Am i a dream?
Am i borrowed? Am i blue?
Is it just the dust of leaving you
settling?

Am i fair? Am i strong?
Am i there? Do i belong?
Is it only skin i touch
When i reach for you?

Oh, the leaves they fall,
they go so far sometimes.
Do i blame the wind
or the tree for letting you go?
Or do i wave goodbye,
settling?

Do i stay? Do i fight?
Is it wrong and nothing's right?
Or is it just the closet light
I've offered you?

So many times i needed
you to be strong to me.
But you bend beneath
the slightest breeze
you have no leaves,
no leaves, no leaves...

Settling
Am i fair? Am i strong?
Do i stay? Do i fight?
Is it just the closet light?
Is it only skin i touch,
or is it just the dust.
Settling?
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Body lang 05

yay, finally, the horrible week is over.... how terrible n torturing it was, it just seemed like the longest n toughest wk i had gone thru... lack of slp, muscle ache, fatigue, bla bla.... ya, still feeling very high now even though im physically tired.... today's body lang was quite a success lah.. n the CUCUMBERS won!!!! we r the champions!! we r the champions!! so happy!!! though during backstage it was like a total mess n everyone is in a frantic.... i really insist tt the j1s shuld go for performance image management... cant makeup n do their hair.. :S i was like freaking out at backstage while waiting to perform cucumbers dance.. n i was trembling on stage too.. but managed to finish the dance without really screwing ti up, yayz!! the audience was really assuring... during a chaos part the audience was like very high n ppl cheered along... i was really touched at tt!! ppl also shouted along "breathe in, breathe out, guys say hoo, gals say ahhh" glad tt ppl enjoyed the dance!! yayz!! I feel gd, na na na na na na na.....later it was the j1s dance. almost everyone cooperated n it was a success too!! at least it was better than usual prac..

was super high after the concert.. i was really happy to see all my frens!!!!!! n first time performing n first time receieving flowers!!! really feel appreciated to hav all these frens come down n support.
to sara n shengqi: just wanna say thank u to the both of u to hav come down n support us n body lang. knowing tt u two r there watching, it makes me feel more confident to perform n nice dance for u to watch.
to zichun n desmond n yong liang: thanks for coming n down n support us too!! thank you!! :)
to gor: thank u for cheering me on when i lost confidence of my performance..

yay!! finally get to tok to kangeroo today hahah.... his reaction is so cute!!!n he made niang jealous too hahaha.... so farnie!!!
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At a lost!!!!!!!!!!

Suddenly there is just so much to do!! when can i ever finish my tutorials??? why cant i understand a thing?? oh man, we hav not even decide on our costumes n the performance is just next fri!!!! the ending part is still screwed.. wat shuld we do???? n i still got another dance to manage.. tmr is track n field meet, dun feel like going, really dun feel like... i just wanna stay at home n sleep.... or mug... sigh...or shuld we prac our dance tmr??? or go shop for costumes??? wat shuld i do?? i dun even noe wat i shuld do first....im scared... really scared for next week... seems like i wont hav enuff time next wk to prepare for SPA n lec test... i dun noe if i will pass... wat if i dun even noe how to do a thing at all????
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