exhausted
Thursday, May 19, 2005
11:23 PM
exhausted.... fatigue... tired.... sleepy.... sian... moody... frustrated...
i just need a rest.... not a deserved rest though.... din even work hard enough for studies... dunno y my energy level had become so low and endurance had become so lousy.... right now im just looking forward to the fun coming up... i feel guilty though... for playing and not working... feel like scolding myself....
went back to scgs today, finally..... hav not went back for ages le.... the sch seems just as familiar to us, as if we had just went there yesterday... felt a warm and cosy feeling... just like my second home... the whole compound is just filled with precious memories of yesterday.... saw some teachers and i was very excited... but sad that i hav not seen all the teachers yet....
being in the sch is just like being in our own little world... there is where we grew, there is where we are nurtured to be women of character and relevance... with the mission of sincerity, courage, generosity and service... staying in there makes u feel protected from the struggles and complications of the outside world....
sad... that we hav to grow up and move on, had to move out of this comfort world and venture into the outside world.. i had began to see the struggles that i had to face in front of me...
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