Am i really that sad??
Thursday, April 14, 2005
9:58 PM
Remember wat xie zhi (taizi) said b4: if it is fated to be yours, it would be yours. If it is not yours, no matter how hard u try to get hold of it, no matter how firm u grab hold of it, it WILL eventually slip away.... now i began to understand this logic, or belief.... sometimes, u cannot choose to insist on things that u want. it is not true to say that if u keep on believing, ur dreams will come true.. i realise this is totally, extremely, absolutely wrong!!! At least to me.....
Slowly, im beginning to sort things out.... learning to let go... learning to control.... learning to look on the bright side of things... stop dreaming......... stop it please.........
i shall n i will learn to forget n give up.....
today did a crazy thing.... sigh... scary but exciting, with the risk of getting into trouble as well as detention. but all these seem trivial n not as important to me now.. why???
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simply ballet
