Depressing Day
Friday, April 15, 2005
8:41 PM
now i believe in how the weather can affect one's emotions. the sky turned grey, together with dark clouds, it marked the beginning of a depressing day. hav no mood at all... felt wierd... felt empty inside....
Dao me.... mayb that was my retribution for daoing ppl in the first place...Raise voice at me.... that was the first time u do this to me...~tot i was being kind, heard u mourning so that's y feel sorry for u, n yet u treat me this way~
mayb the msg was right, if one sigh about one's problems, the problem would just double... never expected such double shock... enough of depression for one day.. i cant take it anymore
yes, i can see the history repeating itself. im scared right from the beginning, scared that it will turn out this way. n it really did. my fears were right. but she is right, i would rather hav the troubles on myself then to hav it on others.
the rain got heavier as my heart sank even deeper... nothing really helped, not even the m & m's chocolate.
remember the crying game i played with germaine. at times when u purposely want to cry, the tears just wont come. but when u dun want to, it just comes uncontrollably...
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