My emotion support
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
6:22 AM
I guess everyone has their own idols, especially common for teens. but often, all these fantasizing over pop idols n stuff just fade away as time passes...
5566 had brought the whole group of us together, it has provided us with happiness, excitement, fond memories of friendship etc. however, slowly i realised tt my friends are gradually forgetting them. well it may seems natural, since all of us had moved up to JC level, more or less, we are in the process of maturing. but i would never forget my idols. they are not merely just my pop idols, like how teenage gals adore them, instead, they are just like my saviours, my god, my support....
They had led me to open up, they had taught me how to express my emotions n thoughts better to ppl around me. I had learnt to be brave towards my challenges, be brave to like what i like, be brave to like who i like, be brave to do what i desire, and also be brave to do what i fear....
He, one who is very important to me. Even though he may not know who i am, or even my exsistence, but he has given me only fond memories n no bad memories. Guess in this world, he is the only one who would never make me sad, make me cry, or make me feel down. whenever, i feel depressed, or when i feel no one's there for me, he would always be my emotional support. Giving me the courage, giving me hope. During these two years, it had been his support tt had pulled me through the hard times. How i wish to thank
him, thank
him with all my heart...
i wish i can return to the past, i realise i hate growing up.... growing up means u have to wake up from your past dreams n fantasies... having to realise the practicality of the reality world. i just wish to remain in my world adoring him, cos the reality world seems far to harsh for me to survive. mayb i can treat my own little world as a bomb-shelter, able to hide inside, away from the reality whenever i feel i cant breathe from the pressure around me...
Troubles n problems seem to be never-ending, always thinking tomorrow will be a better day but eventually it turns out not as well... but i still believe that sunshine comes after the rain... miracles do happen.
Anyway, i wuld never ever forget this phrase that my secondary sch principal had told us:
For everything that happens, the god(im a buddhist anw...)
or heaven has a reason for it. keep on believing that bliss comes after the problem
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