respect
Thursday, January 05, 2006
6:56 AM
getting more n more stressed up... feelings seems to bottle up in my heart n i really need to release it somewhere... complicated feeling.. wonder who i can talk to who will understand my problems. at least should show me some respect.. at least should be less hostile to me.. since im given the responsibility n duty, u should giv me the respect i deserve... its so hard to be the middle person. i cant be tear apart btw teacher n students u noe... i got to answer to both... its not easy at all.. should think for others.. not onli for urself.. stop being so selfish n self-centered... our duty is to bring everyone together... not to tear all of us apart... we hav enough of ppl full of their own opinions. n i had bear enough of ur "wonderful" opinions.. i hav to be strong n confident dealing with u all.. n I WILL.. i wont let u put me down no matter how good u think u r..
finally vented my anger... but i still feel inferior... i dunno who to trust.. i dunno who still believes in me.. in fact.. i need assurance.. i need some encouragement to keep me going.. i swear i hav been trying my best.. but i dunno how ppl view me.. hav i really done my job? m i cut out for my duty? m i of any help or use? i jus wanna meet ppl expectations.. i dun wanna fail anyone.. i noe i dun hav the exp, i dun hav the capabilities.. but since i hav been given the job so unexpectedly, i really cant fail anyone.. even tho i noe there r ppl out there who r much better than me in this area...
i jus wish i can pull thru this..
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