loser me
Thursday, June 16, 2005
11:51 PM
went back to sch again for dance prac.... sigh.... tired!!!!!!! my legs r breaking!!!!! argh.....
went for singing class after tt.... mm.... bad once again... after weeks n weeks of prac, i still can sing correctly.... singing may seem an easy task for others but not for me i guess..... loser me..... actually cried over this kind of thing..... but i just cant helped it.... was already controlling myself a lot le when i was there and on the bus......teacher was right about me exploding right inside me.... reached home n i really cant stand it and i let it all out..... felt much better after that... but just not in the mood... mm... dun even feel like eating rice for dinner... worst still, im really stuck at physics.... very very slow progress... tmr hav to start to pia again...
but nonetheless, im still grateful to my teacher.... every wk also tried all sorts of ways to help me overcome my fears, n yet im still so lousy.... loser me... hmmm.... quite touched abt his words b4 we left... :thx for having faith in me n thx for believing in me that i can do it.... no matter how hard it may seem, or how long i may take, i wont giv up trying n striving, as long as u dun giv up hopes on me....
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simply ballet
